Light unfolds through redwoods

3-17-2019

Light unfolds through redwoods

life is so mysterious. As it folds or unfolds as if gliding through the cool air of the redwood forest

As if basking in the sun

My being is arising through so much chaos, the illusion like the rivers reflection…or its clarity…

My being is an ancient shamaness draped in sacred garments seeing all eyes covered

and from the depths of my soul my spirit awakens and from this new universe we enter into creation

and I see my reflection in your loving enthusiastic face, and I see my own connection to this crazy universe–through your amazement

Even if it surprises me still to experience such wonder about my methods of thrival when I share my tools and my mental arrangements and the little dances of transformation of ideas that are so conscious … it seems that this opportunity, this time on earth is truly on of my most challenging and by far the most amazing of the rebirths that I have had and although I come walking from a grey battlefield full of sorrow and suffering and sometimes some much amazement and even though I come from the dancing fields of daisies and from the deep dark amazing redwood forest, in Northers California, they are so amazing, my redwood sisters, grandmother wise who raised me from the time for being not more than a little child, wandering in the shadows, or in the rat race… hoping exploring to find the right place question or answer, I’m not sure why or which of this eternal cycle that is SO ENDLESS, well, who am I in this great amazing beyond what is my rule?WHO AM I… WHAT IS THIS GOING ON?

What is this, it never looks as if it truly seems

WHAT IS THIS? Are we AWAKENING FROM OUR DREAMS?

Are we coming and CRAWLING out of the dark?

Are we perhaps exploring why we DO NOT KEEP OURSELVES WRAPPED.. like these trees and they’re bark strangled by a skirt, a thick, winter skirt of poison oak

NO! we would like to be free in this amazing outdoor, this is the wildness that we all perceive,

this is the flowering budding you better believe

what more, these pink delicate flowers across the way

are they perhaps the first cherries, maybe small plums in this beautiful field in their pink colored glows like the sunset.. or the dawn.. just as the glow of the hill illuminates the sky from beyond.

I see my reflection in your tired face

I see my reflection in your AMAZEMENT…

when you admire me and mu place in this world

which is really no more than my connection to life that I have been so desperately fighting for

dancing for, releasing and letting go, recreating, rebirthing, and being willing to give the control to the divine, in this moment even though I have fear that grips around my heart and

DEMANDS TO KNOW MORE, NOW HERE!!

I SAY NO

Dance the unexpected and I BREATHEEEEE the universe and allow it to run through me to overturn the waves that come against to calm the ocean of fear.

To show you this amazing internal movement of chi of all is well right now, right here after Haola, al is well so be it and beyond

Haola, all is well and getting better,

just imagine this blessing this magic wand the sun coming over the horizon Im so thankful for this moment right here I shall no longer let my heart be divides, so as I open this light is my heart,

as I nurture this seed, this light, this seed in the dark in the earth…

as I nurture this seed in the dark as the sprout becomes the light and the lantern of this formation, the darkness is no longer a damnation

if it precisely what is required to grow these delicates, miraculous things called seeds that we sow in the rich fertile soil of our Mother Earth of our amazing delicious Pathamama who is constantly in rebirth

I plant right now this light in my heart the seeds of the light of these SEEDS IN THE DARK…

All over the earth that are sprouting Myccorrhyzes around creating of neural network in the air and in the grounds

in our own brains

Myccorhyzae

Neurons

Silvery silver portals of light

In geometric shapes INTANGIBLY in the sky

it is all the same network of wisdom. It is all the SAME you see, can not you see?

I CAN SEE! I say thank yo so much, I am so greatuful for what you are showing and I will never let this be down

I will never let this be dead end to life to land

I will always create amazing life within and I trust myself to bring this life, in and within,

Right now thank you, god, goddess so much

for this opportunity to see myself through your love

Through your eyes, although through another persons body I see my reflect in their opinion of me

I am so thankful for this message and I receive with message of humility and joy

thank yo so much at this moment o darkness, of difficulty and fear,

of transformation to joy