My Foundations
4-1-2019
My body is shaking, my kidneys especially as I drive down this dirt road
enshrouded in beautiful trees
My mind wanders wondering how I can be set free from this self -imposed imprisonment, created because I wanted to be free.
Isn’t is strange, how life tends to work
The more you try to liberate, the more you become under tourque
If like in quicksand you just simply `just relax and lean backwards towards the edge,
where the firmness is still at hand, the firmness of the soil, of the rock… of the bedrock below
From where I build my foundation which does seem to be slow, slow or quick how it is measured?
We measure our velocity by the advance on the surface
If there is none, we think nothing is happening although this is SO APPARENT
THE foundation is in its creation which is oh so important
Throughout the universe, the foundation, the beliefs, the ideas that course through my inner universe, and at this time in life in which I am definitely alone, and at this time in life at which I have never been so accompanied and in tune, with my own personal fulfillment…
My purpose for coming to this earth
Tuning into my heart, chakras all aligned ,
The reason for which I have gone through birth…
I have struggled and I have suffered quite a bit,
Honestly and I am about ready to live in paradise now, free… I am ready to recuperate my health 100% 1000… 1,000,000%
To be surrounded by people who know what do and who are responsible in this.. at all times
To be able to count on the people who are surrounding in honesty work, play and love, in having each others back, when it is truly important, being noble and honest in all that…
Without further a due, I accept that possibly my tribe IS NOT HERE..
I accept this loneliness I have felt in my heart for so many years
I accept that I transform it knowing that only WE can make the choice
To live in a sacred way upon this PACHA MAMA MOTHER EARTH, so that we no longer need our voice to be heard no longer ignored.. not just a shout from the among DIN….
BUT TO BE HEARD like an amazing life TRUTH,… from within
I accept that I am an amazing goddess of light, and I accept that my sadness on coming here and seeing the state of this HUMANITY.. REALLY MADE ME WANT TO FIGHT…
I got stuck in my hate, pain and lack of self love.. and began to feel guilty even though I knew I was a light…..
BEING
Only In the universe, and that the body is temporary…. and we are all in this position brothers and sisters.. SO… no longer be FOOLED by this darkness, because working together WE CAN AND WE WILL create this paradise…
No matter hard they try.. if we align our unconscious beliefs … it will definitely come to arise
To replace the old pattern it is possible to avoid we WILL SEE IT before our very eyes.
And my passion flames like the dragon s roar, COVERING WITH FIRE FURY THE SKY…
My singing PENETRATES THE UNIVERSE much like a SIREN, bringing people to smash against the rocks, not hearing their cries.
But my song, is one of beauty , and my cry is one of Fiery passion, not anger nor despair
and the love in my heart is SO POWERFUL that I know it is inevitable to meet you again…
Mi amor.. Ivan mi amor…. eres el hermosuro de mi alma de mi vida..
Muchas Gracias… I am awakening, and have suffered enormously
I only pray for enlightenement.. to enjoyment AGAIN
TO LET GO of this suffering this miserable life I’ve lead ever since I was 20.
I let go of the anxiety to be with my tribe….
I let go of all of the strife
I am accepting the moment of light. Right now Right here, Everywhere